I can’t believe I watched this creepy ass movie alone in one sitting sighs I just want the time to pass so I can see ladyman again. We waited alllll damn spring summer and fall for winter to be here again so we can be shacked up again and shit keeps fucking that up sighs its okay.. we will run away one of these weekends and forget the rest of the world like we always do in our out of town adventures and then text our memories in the following weeks :)
But for the next few hours of silence I will miss her terribly =(
I hate the weekend approaching. I don’t want to say goodbye to one of my baby cousins. I don’t want to see my family hurting. I don’t know how to explain it all to my kids. They didn’t know him too well but shit… I don’t wanna keep them out of the “family” loop sighs maybe ladyman can help save the day.. she is good at that and I am forever in debt to her and her love for us =\ I don’t wanna cry.. but im doing that now sighs he was so young and to die by the hands of his love is just… how do you kill someone you love? HOW???????? Smh.. im so twisted off of not understanding … just… cue the music…